Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Forever It Seems

Since I last wrote! So much has changed!

First of all my due date was pushed to June 11th, so that makes me 15 weeks and 3 days.

I am no longer with the baby's father. Long story.

The baby is doing great and growing fine. Last time I was checked for the heartrate it was 165. I can find out the gender in about 6 weeks:)

I want a girl soooo bad.

quick post 'cause I'm busy lol

Sunday, October 16, 2011

The Aches and Pains of Pregnancy (and a link;))

Must....stay....awake!

Gosh I'm soooo TIRED!!!!! It feels as if the energy is being sucked out of me. I went to bed one night at 8:30 pm only to wake up the next day at 10:00 feeling nice and refreshed. Two hours later I am wanting to crawl back in bed and sleep. *Yawn*

Among the tiredness there is, Breast pain, a splitting headache, stomach growling, nausea, and the throbbing back pain. Complain. Complain. Once again, more complaining.

This is my complaint post. Since my wonderful yet annoying Fiance is at work.

Come to think of it, I might..... MIGHT....(might) miss him a bit..... just a bit.






Okay I miss him like crazy. It's only 10 hours, but, I have no one to talk to. Or to hug me:((((

More complaining hahaha.

Hey, other teen just find out-ies, here's a link

And, let's not kill our babies today:))))




(Abortion at 8 weeks)

Friday, October 14, 2011

8 weeks! (And the trouble with men)

Today marks the 8th week! Only 7 months to go!

Men.

Can't live with them, and can't live without them.

Somedays it seems that all me and Shawn (Daddy-to-be) do is fight. Over stupid stuff. Usually having to do with him. And. yes, Shawn gets on my nerves more times a day than I can count. Men are just naturally fustrating I guess. Like when they leave the tiolet seat up ( and that's after missing the hole completely, soking the seat, rim, and the floor >.<)

GRRR!!!!!!

But, at the end of the day, when the gun smoke settles, I find that I still love him more than anything. Even if somedays I wanna pull my hair out.


My Father, is the most annoying of them all! I used to look up to him as my hero, and now he's the old fart. hahaha. Not really. I still love my daddy, but, seriously, Don't teach your kids to fart in a sleeping persons face. Or come up behind you and rub your tummy asking "How's my little grandbaby today. OR to stick a wet finger in someones ear. Seriously!

Now, I have a biological dad. The above has no blood to me. He raised me though. My "sperm donor" (as I like to call him) abandoned me at a young age. Yeah, been there too. But, I prefer not to say much on him.

In my life them men can be funny, loving, and supportive. But, at the same time they can be annoying, rude, and just plain nasty.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

First Post

Hey:) Welcome to my blog! It's new so it's gonna be all over the place. soon it will be cool enough to read.

As the title explains, I'm gonna be a teen mom.
Right now I am 7 weeks and 5 days along, and going good.

I will be documenting my experiences as a first time mom and hopefully, someday, someone will be encouraged by my story.

I am a Christian. I was raised in a Fundamental Independent Baptist Church. And, even as a Christian I make mistakes. It usually is a social disgrace to be pregnant at my age, but, my church family (wile they don't support the idea) still love me and want to help in anyway they can. My Pastor is marrying me and the father. See? Not all churches shun.

My Family didn't kick me out. Or the Daddy. They still support me in every way they can. my mom (she won't admit it) is excited about having a baby coming into her home. My father is unashamedly excited. He can stop rubbing my belly now.

I am still with the daddy. And, we plan on getting married as soon as possible. We are still in love. He is every bit the worried father-to-be he should be.

I guess you can say I am blessed. Not all girls like me have those support systems. that's really sad:( But, it does get better. Soon they will have a baby they will have to love. And, it will bring them a smile.

I am keeping my baby. I do not see how someone can kill a poor innocent human. I couldn't bear giving away something I cared for and loved for 9 months, my personal feeling on that one. I just couldn't do it. But, I understand sometimes there is no other way.

I don't have a computer but, I will write whenever I am at my local trusty library.

Until the next time (And I can think better)